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James Hillman has said
that we are living in times which are "absolutely encrusted in rationality"
- in a kind of veneer-deep literalism which I call, "what you see is what you
get," so that what you see is all there is to it. The physicists have
come to call this "material realism." It's like the overeager kid in the
front of the classroom. Bouncing in his seat and always the first one to have his
hand raised, this child so easily becomes the teacher's pet - to the exclusion of
the other 25 voices in the room: voices which speak from slightly different attitudes
and perspectives.
I think we have come to a point where intellectually many
of us would agree that this iceberg we are floating on lies 4/5ths below the surface
-that this part of our existence that we can see and agree on and argue over constitutes
only the visible 1/5th. But our actions indicate that we have come to take it as
all there is. The map has become the territory. If I were asked to give a definition
of creativity, one thing I would include prominently would be a person's ability
to be confronted with that sense, "How do I get there from here?" To be
able to embrace what we know in our hearts needs to be done, or perhaps more importantly,
to cease doing what we know in our hearts should not be done. I have come
to think of my photographs as being incidental, as the residue of a process or as
the evidence which is simply left behind. Really, the photographs are the easy part.
It is altogether too easy for me to forget Castenada's assertion,
that we are nothing but a feeling....that this entire life of ours is nothing
but a feeling. I mean this in the same sense that dreams are nothing but a feeling:
certain events which transpire (which we may or may not recall for any length of
time) which leave us with a residue feeling long after the particulars have passed
away. Likewise, certain seminal events in our lives are remembered first and foremost
for the feeling which played center stage inside those events: feelings which, if
followed, lead us out of our own private little dramas and connect us to a larger
humanity.
It is with this attitude that I try to approach photography,
viewing an image (or an event) from the standpoint of a witness. The same sort of
witness that I am in the drama and activities of my dreams - a drama that is of me
and by me, but also through me. I try to pick up the tone and atmosphere of
the scene, to enter it as a tourist might arrive in a foreign land, as Thomas Moore
would say. To put aside my own agenda and just see what is being presented. It is
in this sense that the photographs here on the wall are a travelogue.
And it is in this sense that I am speaking to you about aesthetics,
though perhaps the use of the word in this way is not so familiar to you. It is a
word which is used quite alot today, and seems to have become sort of the "Chardonnay"
of the art world. Aesthetics, as Frederick Sommer pointed out, is Greek for "sense
perception." But I have come to a more complete sense of what this word is about
through the writings of James Hillman: "Aesthetics is not some John Locke empiricist
sort of sensation....The...Greek sense perception cannot be understood without taking
into account the Greek goddess of the senses or the organ of Greek sensation, (which
is) the heart, and (also) the root in the word - that sniffing, gasping and
breathing in of the world..."
Another thing which Frederick Sommer has said that I like
very much is that the world is not a world of cleavages, but a world of bonds - that
circulation of the blood is always circumnavigation of the globe. Now, some ideas
you don't so much understand as simply get used to, and this is one of those ideas
for me. But really, isn't this another way of saying that it is not "a me inside
here, and a world outside there"?
I will grant you that this is all pretty heady stuff, and
I think for many of us that is exactly where this will all stay: in the head
- while we continue to live out our life "from the neck up," as Sandra
Whittier would say. It is easy to get swept up in a feeling of lucidity only to come
face to face with the facts of our existence. Just another form of escapism really.
But there is one pivotal thing which we can use to help keep perspective....Let's
consider this image for a moment: It is a hot day and we decide to take a swim in
the ocean.... MARE....MER...mother, ocean.We are floating around in this "mother
ocean"...with something like 4/5ths of us below the surface, right? And what
part of us is the 1/5th above? It's the head isn't it? Safe, dry, out in the full
light of day...above it all...only just able to see the rest of us below the surface...
And the 4/5ths that is below the surface...this is where
the heart resides. That part of us which tends toward the depths, that lives in diffuse,
refracted and indirect light...moist, cool, dark. Able to live in the absence of
air, almost as a guest; a guest with a most critical function - a function without
which we would die in a moment, slipping beneath the surface completely, to bask
in the light of day no more....
But WHEN?
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